I understand the eventuality of silver linings. I’m just starting to wonder if there’s a date I should mark on my calendar or map to where this illuminating crescent is slightly more visible because I am growing a tolerance for sleeping medications and can’t even find escape in my own dreams anymore. The realization I might die young is setting in and the most I can feel is numb.

2:12 (IF YOU’RE AWAKE RIGHT NOW, YOU’RE JUST AS LONELY AS I AM).

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